Hey people, just editing this because I feel I have the need. I dont really have time to do some facy smancy thingy so Ill just copy a blog a just now wrote, from my myspace....

Its another one of those days you know? Another one of those lonley days...

One of those days were you sort of feel down, and nobody that loves you seems to notice the pit. One of those days were you feel like you cant think of a single special person that you really want to see. Thats really worth talking to. It's not a pity party day, or a depression day, its not a call attention to yourself day, or a be sad for absolutly no reason at all day... its just a melencholy kin'a euphoric day. A day to reflect on the past mistakes and learn from them, the world, and maybe the future.

So as im sitting here thinking about this... about the things that are bothering my heart, I also think... you know what? Today hasnt been all that bad... I've talked, laughed, shared inner thoughts.... I hit the hackey sack 5 times in a row at lunch!!! My amazeing sister played Dance Dance Revolution with me this mornig at home during first period because our ride didnt come and get us. A great friend of mine hung out with me today, and that sandwitch I ate for lunch was very delicious! (I still owe you 1.60$ for that, you know who you are) Anyone on the outside would say it was a great day for Mimi... i've been so blessed and to all of those that laughed with me and made my day all the brighter, thank you.

So, as im confessing my innermost thoughts to the world, I publicly pray that god would make me count my gifts more often and that I will be more appreciative of the little things and pay more attention to the big things I need to be focusing on. And also that I can forget about the haunts of my past, to just let go and remember, faintly, so that I can move on to something bigger and better, but also be prepared for it.

Its still a lonley day but I think if we didnt have lonley days everyonce in a while, who would appreciate the good days we have? And im also confidant that tommorow I will awake with a smile and be jubiliant and ready for what the world has to offer me... again, thanks to all the people that are at peace with the world and that helped me along today. Down to even the janitor that complimented my whistling skills lol. It really means alot and I will try my best to keep spirits high, and return the favor...

Tommorow will be a very good day! :]
~mimi *The hopeful one